Fucking list

Of things that I really cannot google..




How to be less superficial
How to be more graceful
How to care more
How to find purpose
How to want more for myself
How to be more, exciting
How to not be so jealous
How to be motivated
How to not think like everybody else
How to cope with not being gorgeous
How to be skinnier
How to be a kinder person
How to prioritize
How to be happier
How to fall in love
How to leave people I love that hurt me

And a bunch of other shit about morals and how I lack any and all.

I don't understand life one bit. So frustrated I don't want to even do it anymore. I feel like I can't make an effort anymore for anything.


And more importantly, how to figure out what I need and find it.